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Wednesday, April 20, 2011

kenape budak zman sekarang rmai yang tak tahu bersolat??

ak en...sibuk macam mane ponn walopon da bkarier salesgirl dh skang~~..ak sntiase ingtkn dri aku agar jgn lupe mnunaikan solat..itu laa daily routine yg ak pling rser wjib n memg ak nak bwat tiap2 ari....sbb ape....seriously when u're fully adapted to it...you finally realised that you feel empty without itt,rser resah glisah kerana tidk dpat mnunaikan kewajipan kite sbagai seorng umat islam....sedangkan solat tu mudah sahaje sbenarnyerr kalu kite rjinkn dri kite ntuk bersolat stiap kli msuk wktu....


n td tetibe de sorang dak pompuan neh,,,,umor 8 tahunn...sbb dye agk rjin tegur ak en~~ tnpa segan silu ttibe dye ckp ntuk tggu dye stiap kli ak nak g solat....sbb dye na ikot skali smayang sme2...name dye izza izzati or pggil along kt sne...mak n ayah dye keje kt foodcourt same2...so,kire giant uhh cm umah kedua r bg anak2 dye yg suke play around kt situ...


 ak tanye dye tawu al-fatihah?? dye jwab tahu...tahu mcm mane na smayang??? dye geleng jea smbil tnduk...pnah blajar?? dye kate pnah tp wktu drjah stu dlu~~ ak tnye blik ibu,ayah tak pnah aja smayang?? dye geleng ag n ckp ibu ayah dye ta pnah smayang,just smayang ikott dan jea...astaghfirullahalazim! sdih tol bile ak dpt tawu...knapelaa msih ag de prents yg mcm ni kt muke bumi nehh....ak rse kesal pon de...bnci ngn mak bpak dye pon de sbb ta pnah ddik anak dye stu ptah ape pon ttg islam n ajarannya...sush sgt ker na ddik anak ttg agama kite whai ibu ayah yg mude2 blaka??? 


hurm....mak bpak dye nmpk mude lg n nmpk tlalu sibuk sgt dgn keje shingge tiade mase ntuk mlyan kerenah ank2,mngaja anak2 dorng ttg khidupan...ak kesal n sdih n bnci2! sbb msih ade lg ibu bape yg tlalu pntingkn keje smpaikn lpas tgn jea pesl pngtahuan ank2 ttg agama mreka sndiri....agama len pon tak bwat mcm tuhh wlau dorng da tlnjur mne pon! 

so,ak ngn rse yg bcmpur baur uhh bwaklaa dye n adik dye yg kcik,haikal pg ikut ak ke surau na aja dpa smayang....mule2 ak amik air wduk dlu..tkial2 r dpa na ikot sbb ak cpt sgt...da sruh tggu ak na amik wduk dlu tamoe dngar...hahak..pstu ak ajalaa en...ya allah,brulaa ak tawu btapa tseksanyerr na mngaja budak2 neh bmule dri bwah...oh,ckgu...bru skang ak sedr btape pritnye na mdidik ank orng mjdi student yg educated...slepas tuh ak srungkan dak girl uhh pkai tlekung...

ak semayang,,,,khusyuk semampu yg ak bleh...dorng hnya mnurut pe yg ak watt...kalu ak rukuk,make dorng pon rukuklaa...n bgitulaa sterusnyerr...ak tol2 tharu sbb tbuka pintu ati n curiosity dorang ntuk blaja smayang~~ knapalaa mmat2,minah2 liar zman skang ta mcm dorng...curious+bsungguh2 na mdalami agama pegangn mreka...sbb tuhlaa bile jdi cmni mude2 pon da kwin...ta ckup duet...pstu tpakse bkrja keras na sara anak2...smayang ntah ke mane..ank pon lglaa tatw ape pon na smayang....pesal islam..hnya ALLAH,Rasulullah n surah Al-fatihah jea yg dye tawu...nauzubillahiminzalikk...YA ALLAH,ampunkanla dosa2 mereka ini ya allah...bukaknlaa pintu ati mereka untuk mnunaikan kwajipan mreka padamu~~~kalu solat lima wktu pon pling least mawu bwat...dah syukur alhamdulillah laa tuhhh...amin ya allah...=D

Sunday, April 17, 2011

and so~~~ i start to work...

 actually....this selcas could be after a few days since i'd start to work! looking all-gloomy and tired-endlessly all over my face..rite?? hahak,yess i am...tired so3 much....exhausted till i think i'm gonna be shut off like a pc server in anytime~~but thinking bout the salary...i was like gapchagi re-energised up all of the sudden! hehe.my eyes are bling2 for moneyy!! but i wont end up choosing a rich-man as my life-partner just because i like moneyy...just someone who suits me the most! i assure you i'll be finding a good one as my 'nampyeon'.SOON! kidariyo jusaeyyeo!

PEACE from a tired full-time worker!!


 here goes my mouth! muncung-ing again! 
RED ALERT!!
 i've found a new interest out of all the most benefit and useful habit in the world! and that wass called as 'muncung-ing' habitt! Whats that supposed to be,mann? says matluthfi to me in his 'loghat Kedah' Well,i'll tell u dear...but promise to marry me okey after i explain this thing whole out to you...while i was boring looking all around if there's any customer to cOme to my shopp,suddenly my other lovely pioneers detect that i love to stick my whole bunch of mouth outt...like on the above selca...this thing will automatically occur whenever i'm in this three mood...boring+curious+madd! and when i want to show a side of me in aegyo(wat2 comeyy!)

thats all! i'm all sleepylaa noww....kan3?? hehe~~

Sunday, April 3, 2011

passed.retest JPJ finally.and got keje full-time and exhausted..like burr...###**

Hohh...letih rasenyer taw takk....cm taeyeon eonnie kt atas neyy...khamis ritu da lpas re-test JPJ kt litar..alhamdulillah..syukur ya allah..trima kasih....ak rase lege sgt sbb lpas neyy ak tak prlu lgi mbazirkn duit mak bpak ak ntuk re-test...trima kasih sgt ya allah....

HURM....tp bsoknyer kn...=((
ak dptlaa offer keje dari kwan mak ak...dpt jadi salesgirl bju mysara collection kt giant tmbun kn...sonoklaa bile dengo gaji dpt +++..en..tp yg ta syioknyer ak kna keje all days pg 9.30 smpailaa 10.30 mlm..kalu syif..gji ak akn trun R JDI SKIT JEA...


hoowww then?? 
dilemma..bru jea keje due ari neyy.tp got dark circles dh under my eye..oh no.mannn!
YA ALLAH,bukakanlaa pintu rezeki ntuk sale ak...aminnnnnnnn
this is my idol eonnie,,,,IM YOON AH